Friday, June 12, 2009

- it's now or never. -

Hello readers.

As I am typing this now I can frankly tell you of the fear, excitement and anxiety is all building up within me and I cannot think straight now.

TOMORROW IS THE DAY OF THE WORLD FINALS.

You cannot imagine how I feel right now, but maybe I shall write something to let you know how I've been feeling all this while. This will be another verbal diarrhoea, but please PLEASE bear with me because after all, this is the final post BEFORE the world finals.

Well, so after a sorta telling off on Monday, I got to even more serious work and I've never took my hands off the curriculum for other work since Monday. But I really need to say something, at least get it out of me.

You see, all this while I've been surrounded by people who actually genuinely know their stuff, not people who actually smoke their way through like me. They can virtually absorb things they read after one or two readings, and they can memorise a lot. But for me, I've always felt dumb among everyone. Dumb because I try my best to learn, to memorise, use visual aids, use audio aids like reading aloud (and I mean aloud) to myself to help me remember, to help me keep it up there, but it just keeps sliding away from me. It's just like a full memory drive up there that cannot absorb anymore, at least quickly.

To just put it into statistics, I've read History about 3 times, and Visual Arts about 3 times as well, but then I still cannot keep all the information at my fingertips.

I think all this grumbling will not boost my morale right now, but at least I got something off my chest. I have been gearing up for everything tomorrow, and keeping my focus for everything tomorrow.

EVERYTHING I HAVE WORKED HARD FOR AND ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING FOR WILL ALL BOIL DOWN TO WHAT HAPPENS TOMORROW DURING WORLD FINALS.

I hope, of course, I can really want to bring glory to the school and maintain last year's standards, but I'm not really hopeful about it. Frankly.

Since it's world finals tomorrow, I want to maintain a positive outlook when I leave my house tomorrow for the final dash. I sincerely wish that all I have done all this while will pay off tomorrow. I pray fervently to whoever might help me.

Tomorrow is world finals. Good luck to myself, and most importantly everyone. Tomorrow is all that we have been waiting for. Tomorrow is when we make a stand.

IT'S NOW OR NEVER.
JIAYOU!!!

Benjamin Bong
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This is the last time to get it right
This is the last chance to make it our night
We gotta show what we're all about
Work Together

This is the last chance to make our mark
History will know who we are!
This is the last game so make it count,
it's Now or Never

Now or Never
Cast of High School Musical 3

Benjamin took a walk down memory lane at 9:56 PM

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